sugar high five and dime bag

So I'm thinking that if I get a head-start on them, you guys might get your cards before the new year :3 I already went to the post office and got a TON of international stamps and I'll be damned if any of my shit gets ~lost~ this year :||||| THANK YOU, USPS. So all comments are screened, and if you'd like a card feel free to leave me your address and I'll send one along~ (please specify if you'd prefer a non-denominational card or if baby Jesus is alright or if you would just like a crappily written postcard regardless of the holiday season >.>;) And I might not have as much to write, but definitely don't be shy about asking for a card if we've just become friends or have barely spoken or whatever. I think with the way the world's going, everyone could use a little bit of extra love~







teehee~

I have a terrible habit of wanting everyone to be happy with me, I hate disappointing people or having them think badly of me. This obnoxious personality trait has gotten so out of control in fandom. I keep agreeing to participate in things or write things that I know I can't or really would rather not. But I never end up following through and there's no worse feeling than letting someone down when it was the absolute last thing you wanted to do.

We all know my follow through is a joke. So, within fandom, if I've promised you fic or my participation in something or action on anything, I'm just going to void that right now. I know people will be unhappy with me b/c I've owed them quite a lot for quite a while, but I guess this is just choosing the lesser of the two evils. If you're really feeling slighted, pm me and we can try to work something out.

I know I have a lot of comments to respond to as it is, I don't mean to neglect anyone and I'm sorry if you feel like you have been. twitter ([at]glitterstains) is probably the best way to keep in touch with me (it suits my crappy attention span and irresponsibility and inability to remember anything and rather pathetic need for immediate feedback .__.)

I hate to use this as an excuse because there really isn't an excuse for how I've been acting towards the people I care about lately, but work has been completely overwhelming and my boss has been severely abusing the privileges of her position- we started with 10 employees and after the stunts she pulled, there are only four of us left to cover seven days of shifts running from 4:30 am to 12:30 am, some of which require double coverage (which we don't get. ever.) I get home and I'm just too exhausted to try and be social (not that that stops me from missing you guys terribly, I'm just too much of a zombie to figure out how to form sentences). I've also been pretty sick for the past few weeks and I now have biweekly appointments taking up huge chunks of my free-time. And my latest test results are not awesome, so that's got me feeling pretty down and withdrawn, too. These are piss poor reasons, I know, and I hate to ruin an apology with an excuse but yeah .__. /scrapes at your feet


Um, I'll just leave this. I like this performance a lot and it maybe you guys will too? asdfghjkljh idk

remixied: filter?
blahnicity: how do you filter?
remixied: um idrk, I DON'T BELIEVE IN IT :|
ROFL
blahnicity: LOL WHAT
remixied: NO REALLY
LIKE IF YOU HAVE TO FILTER SOMEONE, LIKE CAN'T TAKE THEM OR WHATEVER, JUST BE STRAIGHT ABOUT IT AND UNFOLLOW
blahnicity: LMFAO YOU
blahnicity: I GO AWAY FOR TWO MINUTES AND COME BACK TO LIKE SIXTY TWO TWEETS
remixied: ROFL IF I'M TRYING TO WRITE OR SOMETHING I JUST CLOSE TWEETDECK OR SUSPEND CHROMEDBIRD FOR A BIT
LMAO WAIT
YOU DO REALISE
THAT THIS IS EXACTLY HOW ALL OF OUR MUTUALS FEEL?
blahnicity: ....
OMFG
D:
remixied: ROFL ROFL
WE ARE OBNOXIOUS
WE COMMUNICATE THROUGH SONG EXCHANGES FFS
blahnicity: I JUST REALIZED NO ONE ELSE REALLY HAS THE LONG CONVOS WE HAVE ON TWITTER
remixied: AND WE TROLL PEOPLE
A LOT
SEE
WE'RE TERRIBLE
blahnicity: LMFAOOOOOO
remixied: :'DDDDDDDD
blahnicity: BUT AT LEAST WE @ EACH OTHER
remixied: YEAH, IN THE MIDDLE OF A TWEET
IT'S LIKE TAKING BIRTH CONTROL AFTER HAVING SEX

ahem, sorry about that, guys o/


TYFYT.

I guess I should give a warning? This is me spamming some of my favorite Super Junior clips recently :DD


( YOU WON'T GET AWAY WITH BREAKING INTO SWISS TERRITORY NAKED >:| )

( It's not a silly little moment/It's not the storm before the calm/This is the deep and dying breath of/This love that we've been working on. )

and my supportive message to Zhou Mi got censored. WHAT IS MY LIFE.

Did a quick LJ cut, nothing much. Check this entry right hurr. If you got cut it was probably because we haven't spoken in months/I'm assuming you've skipped town. If you'd like to keep on being friends just comment here- it'll be screened. Though really, most journals were inactive >.>

I'd also like to use this post to mention my friending policy- which 99.9% of people seem to ignore despite my having put it in huge lime-green font... It's nothing personal, but I'm not going to add back if we haven't at least comment trained before- just to prevent sticky situations down the road if we don't exactly mesh. If (for some utterly unimaginable reason) you'd like access to my public entries, feel free to add me. But I won't be adding back if we haven't spoken.


On a side note, QMI CHAT TOMORROW :DDDDDD

Flist~ Just posting this here to avoid running over the max character count in another post. Sorry for the spam.

Title: Choux Pastry Heart
Fandom: Super Junior
Rating: PG-13
Pairing: Qmi, Shimin, minor Hanchul
Summary: Every day, a little more.
A/N: I don't bother with w/c because I rarely top 3k but for some unfathomable reason, this actually managed to hit ~6k :| wth


( In the morning through the window shade/When the light pressed up against your shoulder blade/I could see what you were reading  )

Around 3pm today my mom (well, a few years ago) will die giving birth to me after a bazillion hours in labor. Then the nice doctor will restart her heart and my dad will deny he cried and my grandmother will veto both Kaya and Katherine and my mom will veto Sinead and my dad will veto Candace and my mom will demand Brittany Noel since she just died after all and my brother will ask if he can keep it in his room if he promises to feed it.





Uh. It's my birthday .__. Feel free to spam me or something. /wanders off to study for Geography ;;