sugar high five and dime bag

ON HIATUS
half the damn time, idek
INDEFINITELY







now we don't mess around / you see me with my crew
you love how we get down
you wanna do it too
we make a perfect team / and boy you know it's true
so if you're wondering / here's what we gonna do:

( ★ )


(banner cred: angelalpev)

lj people, if you can see this, then disregard the following \o////

I've been pretty shitty at keeping up with lj in general, and I've been especially bad at keeping in touch with lj people who aren't on twitter ;; Somehow, I ended up moving myself over there and kind of abandoning journal updating and stuffs :/ writing slump is totally not helping things along, either. If anything, most of these cuts are the result of me neglecting this thing and growing apart from a lot of you.

But I figure, if I can't remember the last time we've spoken, it's about time, haha.

There's also the case of the not-so-sudden realization that I've been putting too much effort into almost completely one-sided relationships. It's prolly a better idea if I put my time and energy into the people who actually want it?

However, if you think there's been a misunderstanding or if you fell and hit your head and spent the last few months recovering from amnesia or something, just comment (everything's screened) or PM me, and we can work it out ♥


on another note, UNFUNFUNFUNFUNF EUNHAE I WANNA LOVE YOU STUDIO VERSION /FOAMS ENDLESSLY

(Also, some people I've kept only on twitter or only on lj. Just because we tend to use one or the other to communicate/journal is dead/I feel more comfortable using one or the other etc.)

remixied: filter?
blahnicity: how do you filter?
remixied: um idrk, I DON'T BELIEVE IN IT :|
ROFL
blahnicity: LOL WHAT
remixied: NO REALLY
LIKE IF YOU HAVE TO FILTER SOMEONE, LIKE CAN'T TAKE THEM OR WHATEVER, JUST BE STRAIGHT ABOUT IT AND UNFOLLOW
blahnicity: LMFAO YOU
blahnicity: I GO AWAY FOR TWO MINUTES AND COME BACK TO LIKE SIXTY TWO TWEETS
remixied: ROFL IF I'M TRYING TO WRITE OR SOMETHING I JUST CLOSE TWEETDECK OR SUSPEND CHROMEDBIRD FOR A BIT
LMAO WAIT
YOU DO REALISE
THAT THIS IS EXACTLY HOW ALL OF OUR MUTUALS FEEL?
blahnicity: ....
OMFG
D:
remixied: ROFL ROFL
WE ARE OBNOXIOUS
WE COMMUNICATE THROUGH SONG EXCHANGES FFS
blahnicity: I JUST REALIZED NO ONE ELSE REALLY HAS THE LONG CONVOS WE HAVE ON TWITTER
remixied: AND WE TROLL PEOPLE
A LOT
SEE
WE'RE TERRIBLE
blahnicity: LMFAOOOOOO
remixied: :'DDDDDDDD
blahnicity: BUT AT LEAST WE @ EACH OTHER
remixied: YEAH, IN THE MIDDLE OF A TWEET
IT'S LIKE TAKING BIRTH CONTROL AFTER HAVING SEX

ahem, sorry about that, guys o/


TYFYT.

I AM EASY, THIS WILL NEVER CHANGE :|


Title: Smooth
Fandom: Super Junior
Rating: NC-17
Pairing: yewook
Summary: One more reason to add to the list of reasons why Ryeowook is actually a girl
A/N: for thundersquall now if I'm your bitch where the fuck is my collar :| (warning for rimming)

( Man it's a hot one/Like seven inches from the midday sun /I hear you whisper and the words melt everyone/But you stay so cool )



YEAH I HAVE NO IDEA WHAT THAT WAS :| probably going to edit it more later or something idek /headdesk

I'm still very sadface about school and writer's block so I'm gonna spare you guys as much of that as I can, and cling to my fake hiatus for a little longer rofl In the meantime, I was putting together a music rec list for bittersnow and I figured I might as well share it. I listen to more than top40, I promise ;;

( try sleeping with a broken heart )

THAT IF I WERE A GUY, I WOULD BE FUCKING HUNG. almost typed hyung, wtf kpop fandom

NO SERIOUSLY. THAT WHOLE THING ABOUT YOUR DICK BEING THREE TIMES THE LENGTH OF YOUR THUMB? THOSE OF YOU WHO KNOW ME IRL KNOW THAT MY FINGERS ARE FREAKISHLY LONG. THEREFORE, IF THIS LOGIC HELD ANY WATER...



/SMUGFACE



then again there's Yesung who shoots fucking all of this to hell /sigh LET ME HAVE MY DELUSIONS KTHX

Around 3pm today my mom (well, a few years ago) will die giving birth to me after a bazillion hours in labor. Then the nice doctor will restart her heart and my dad will deny he cried and my grandmother will veto both Kaya and Katherine and my mom will veto Sinead and my dad will veto Candace and my mom will demand Brittany Noel since she just died after all and my brother will ask if he can keep it in his room if he promises to feed it.





Uh. It's my birthday .__. Feel free to spam me or something. /wanders off to study for Geography ;;

This is in my veins and it gets to my heart:

I miss you so much already. I don't even know you, but you always made me feel like I did. You're just as fucked up as I am sometimes and you'll never know how much I appreciate your imperfections. I'm going to wait. And I know that everything I'm feeling right now might deaden and scar over, and maybe I won't do anything more than smile and say 'oh' when you finally do get back, but I'll still be here. And I'm never going to forget any of what you've done for me. I'm never going to stop loving you.

You'll always be my very first kpop bias and I know you're strong enough for this. I know you'll be okay. So let me be selfish and worry about how I'll make it without you.



( Before the love just turns to hate/Before I ask for you to stay/And just before you walk away/Let me see you cry )