sugar high five and dime bag

So I'm thinking that if I get a head-start on them, you guys might get your cards before the new year :3 I already went to the post office and got a TON of international stamps and I'll be damned if any of my shit gets ~lost~ this year :||||| THANK YOU, USPS. So all comments are screened, and if you'd like a card feel free to leave me your address and I'll send one along~ (please specify if you'd prefer a non-denominational card or if baby Jesus is alright or if you would just like a crappily written postcard regardless of the holiday season >.>;) And I might not have as much to write, but definitely don't be shy about asking for a card if we've just become friends or have barely spoken or whatever. I think with the way the world's going, everyone could use a little bit of extra love~







teehee~

I have a terrible habit of wanting everyone to be happy with me, I hate disappointing people or having them think badly of me. This obnoxious personality trait has gotten so out of control in fandom. I keep agreeing to participate in things or write things that I know I can't or really would rather not. But I never end up following through and there's no worse feeling than letting someone down when it was the absolute last thing you wanted to do.

We all know my follow through is a joke. So, within fandom, if I've promised you fic or my participation in something or action on anything, I'm just going to void that right now. I know people will be unhappy with me b/c I've owed them quite a lot for quite a while, but I guess this is just choosing the lesser of the two evils. If you're really feeling slighted, pm me and we can try to work something out.

I know I have a lot of comments to respond to as it is, I don't mean to neglect anyone and I'm sorry if you feel like you have been. twitter ([at]glitterstains) is probably the best way to keep in touch with me (it suits my crappy attention span and irresponsibility and inability to remember anything and rather pathetic need for immediate feedback .__.)

I hate to use this as an excuse because there really isn't an excuse for how I've been acting towards the people I care about lately, but work has been completely overwhelming and my boss has been severely abusing the privileges of her position- we started with 10 employees and after the stunts she pulled, there are only four of us left to cover seven days of shifts running from 4:30 am to 12:30 am, some of which require double coverage (which we don't get. ever.) I get home and I'm just too exhausted to try and be social (not that that stops me from missing you guys terribly, I'm just too much of a zombie to figure out how to form sentences). I've also been pretty sick for the past few weeks and I now have biweekly appointments taking up huge chunks of my free-time. And my latest test results are not awesome, so that's got me feeling pretty down and withdrawn, too. These are piss poor reasons, I know, and I hate to ruin an apology with an excuse but yeah .__. /scrapes at your feet


Um, I'll just leave this. I like this performance a lot and it maybe you guys will too? asdfghjkljh idk

It's two AM and I'm behind on my Non Western Music term paper because I felt bad about not posting for Zhou Mi's birthday- you guys know how much I love that guy. Sorry I haven't had the chance to talk to you guys lately. Hopefully I'll be able to rejoin society after finals (Maybe even with some of the fic requests you guys made~)

( So I miss you lovely flist, plz to never b leavin me )

Still on indefinite hiatus, but I wanted to post this in honor of Gentleman Mimi's birthday :] (x posted to miracle)


Title: Til It Happens to You
Fandom: Super Junior
Rating: R (mention of sexual situations)
Pairing: Qmi
Summary: (AU) Kyuhyun is maybe kinda sorta whipped.
A/N: Still on indefinite hiatus (finals, kill me plz) but I really wanted to make a birthday post on time for once. Especially since it's for Gentleman Mimi :D So here's my qmi slice of life fic, and I'll see you all again in a few years TT___TT




( sing this song, remind me that we'll always have each other, )