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Jan. 20th, 2010 05:13 pm
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I should have been working on the Confessions Arc, but this just... happened :|

Title: Remedy
Fandom: Super Junior
Rating: G
Pairing: Hanchul
Summary: "For a moment he's tempted to give in to the pain and pass out, anything to get away from his body, broken and useless."
A/N: omfg HTML is a bitch. Anyway. Did a drabble based on a few different things: A Light on a Hill//Margot and the Nuclear So Sos and this quote -> "When my grandmother got arthritis, she couldn't bend over and paint her toenails anymore. So my grandfather does it for her all the time, even when his hands got arthritis too. That's love.." Rebecca- age 8 So yeah, kinda squicky and corny. I also am pretty sure that the type of cast Heechul had on, is not the kind mentioned here. Artistic license?



After the accident, Heechul gets regular visitors. Some he's happier to see than others. Most of the time he just smiles through a haze of pain, tries to let the others know he's okay, they're okay. Donghae cries nearly everytime he comes, Heechul feels strangely responsible. But when Kibum comes with him, he can tell by the way he grips Donghae's shoulders, he eases Donghae's hurt.

He doesn't have much dignity here. He tries to keep his head held high, working through the morphine to maintain his usual sarcastic charm. On days like today, though, it's too much of an effort. Heechul can feel the pain in his leg moving upwards in a slow burn to settle over his lower back, even his jaw hurts. But the medication just makes him sick and slow, so he grinds his teeth against the wave of pain that washes over him when the nurse adjusts his pillows.

Hankyung comes in just in time to see him choke on a scream, eyes wide, face ashen, when the orderly jostles his leg accidently. He knows he should yell, should make a fuss, but right now he's got to work just to stay conscious. He can taste the blood in his mouth, hear himself whimpering through clenched teeth.

For a moment he's tempted to give in to the pain and pass out, anything to get away from his body, broken and useless. But there's a hand in his, squeezing, and he opens his eyes to see Hankyung leaning over him, shouting, furious, "-don't give a fuck what they told you. I want your fucking supervisor. So help me God, if I see you within three feet of him-"

But Heechul fades out again, just as the nurse turns impossibly pale and shrinks back from Hankyung of all people. He wishes he had the energy to laugh.

Later on he wakes up, IV stinging as a different nurse pushes more morphine through. He opens his mouth to protest but he can't get the sounds out right, they stick to the roof of his mouth, tripping and tangling around his tongue. He panics, thrashes uselessly for a fraction of a second before he remembers why he's even confined here. The blinding pain reminding him exactly what he's lost. His mouth tastes bitter, anguish welling up at the back of his throat as he goes under.

He debates whether or not he should even open his eyes this time. But someone's talking to him, calling his name, "Heechul? Heechul, open your eyes."

He doesn't want to see another doctor ready to make a prognosis with no hope, another nurse here with a needle to put him out of his fucking misery, not even his bandmates with their pity and pain shining uselessly in their eyes.

But the voice is incessant, irritatingly comforting. What the hell, he figures, eyelashes fluttering as they part. Heechul's vision swims and his stomach lurches, he lets a groan slip. A cool hand rests over his forehead in answer, "I'm sorry. I know you're not feeling well. Did they give you any Reglan?"

Hankyung,he thinks, a faint smile around the corners of his mouth, The only one who could manage to keep my dosages straight. He shrugs carefully, reaching his arm out to grasp blindly for Hankyung's other hand.

When he finds it, Hankyung trails the pad of his thumb over Heechul's palm, gently pressing his curled fingers back to straighten out as he strokes upwards. The sensation is blissfully distracting.

He's almost afraid to try speaking again, but before he can worry, he finds himself breathing the first thing that comes to mind. Hankyung grips his hand almost painfully tight, lacing their fingers together as he presses his forehead against the back of Heechul's hand, "You're going to get better first. And- And then we can do this. We can be- I can give you a real reason to feel that way."

"Just shut up and say it back already."

"Heechul, you do realize that I can't-"

"Oh my God. I take it back. Must've been the medication. There's no way someone as dumb as you-"

It's a little hard to speak when Hankyung's lips are pressed against his, but he can't really remember what he was talking about anyway. Instead, he kisses back, marvelling at the soft heat of Hankyung's mouth and the tongue that dips in to wipe away the metallic aftertaste of his accident.

"I love you. I mean, too. I love you, too." he stumbles, his breath hot over Heechul's lips, eyes sincere. He pulls back further, smiling at the hand Heechul had wound into his hair.

Heechul tugs, surprisingly gentle, "Good. Now go get me a jell-o cup."

Hankyung comes back nearly fifteen minutes later. He considers throwing a tantrum, but forgets about it entirely when Hankyung hands him the jell-o and settles down at the end of the bed, blue nail polish in hand, and begins to paint the toes that peek out of his cast.

He's suddenly sure. The hurt will ease.

Date: 2010-01-20 11:12 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] sakano-san59.livejournal.com
First off, let me be a dork by going: WOOOOOT, FIRST COMMENT!!
Wow. Heechul's a little bitch. But, I think we all knew that. lol. Favorite line, "Now go get me a jell-o cup." I can so see that coming from him. lmao. :D

Date: 2010-01-20 11:15 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] remixied.livejournal.com
I had no idea where I was going with this. I just knew I wanted it to include jell-o and nailpolish. Although I'm pretty sure Heechul would break someone's fingers before he allowed them to paint his nails...

*give you a cookie* yer teh best!

Date: 2010-01-20 11:24 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] sakano-san59.livejournal.com
It was a little...angsty, no? also, I don't need your cookie. I bake them apparently. Remember?

Date: 2010-01-20 11:30 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] remixied.livejournal.com
Does this mean I get to use whips?

Yeah, angst is just like...creeping in all the fucking time. TT_TT I'm sure if I wrote more Shimin, my LJ would be full of sunshine and rainbows. This is a theory I'd like to test...

Date: 2010-01-21 12:07 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] sakano-san59.livejournal.com
lol. please dont bring out the whips. lol. sunshine and rainbows. that is hysterical.

Date: 2010-01-21 12:10 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] remixied.livejournal.com
No no. You're confusing it with the truth. :D

Date: 2010-01-20 11:31 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] followurdestiny.livejournal.com
ahwww... so sweet <333, eventhough it was a bit angsty there for a while...

Date: 2010-01-20 11:38 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] remixied.livejournal.com
Ah yeah, I dunno what that angst was about >.>"

Thanks for reading though :D

Date: 2010-01-20 11:39 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] atenishinai.livejournal.com
This was really sweet~

Fighting through the morphine and HanGeng just being there and doing those things is d'aww

Date: 2010-01-20 11:42 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] remixied.livejournal.com
I love sappy H/C Hanchul ^^"

Glad you liked it!!

Date: 2010-01-21 01:03 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] blahnicity.livejournal.com
SCREAMING WHY DON'T YOU WRITE MORE.

I really like this, the way Heechul is vulnerable and in pain but still Heechul, and the sweetness of hankyung and the kihae, :). You should write hanchul more, seriously.

*_*

also hell yes html is too hard

Date: 2010-01-21 01:10 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] remixied.livejournal.com
The post on Miracle made me suitably guilty, so I thought I'd give it a try... bad fucking idea.
I realized like halfway through that Heechul just wasn't Heechul. He was all whiny and like ow it hurts. So I'm glad at least a little of his personality came through ^^"

Ah ninja!Kihae, you caught me. I love them, I really do.

I don't write more because the world has enough suck in it as it is lolz

Date: 2010-01-21 09:22 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] blahnicity.livejournal.com
lies I am back rereading again, it is verrry good.

did you post on miracle? I need to start checking there more often...if you need help on posting to miracle using html I can help, though I am also awful at it (I have a sekrit html goddess friend).

Also I have heard from more than one person that your name is circling around as a very good author. ._. WRITE MORE.

I get ridiculously excited when I see a new fic on my flist with your name on it.

Date: 2010-01-21 02:38 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] remixied.livejournal.com
homg. This comment. I wish I could mem this haha.

I just posted this, but it was after reading the post on how to post... I dunno, I suck at HTML and apparently post all wrong D: I envy your connections!

I don't even know what to think about that lolz I can't believe people would take me seriously haha, I write such shoddy crap.

cbyuf80ds9pnjv8cb9 8gefwct[ovi 8j9zdsHOLYSHIT. And that would be a completely accurate representation of my response to new stuff from you. Vamp!AU prz?

Aaaand now I'm officially late for class ^^"

Date: 2010-01-21 03:36 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] blahnicity.livejournal.com
rereading again~

do you just link back to your journal? that's easiest, and only requires one little bit of coding.

:( liez. write more, prease.

hehehe vampauwhaat >.> hasn't everyone forgotten about that...

Date: 2010-01-21 03:38 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] blahnicity.livejournal.com
oops forgot to say YES FO SERIOUS I was talking to someone and they were like "!! you got a comment from remixied, I'm so jealous, I heard she's really really good."

Date: 2010-01-21 03:57 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] remixied.livejournal.com
I'M CRYING. I'm laughing so hard it hurts. I am about to get kicked out of class, and it was so worth it to read this comment. ILUSFM for sharing that with me. It's still like what the crap that anyone would be concerned with what I have to say/what I write lolz.

Should I stalk this person, do they write? DO THEY HAVE HANCHUL?! /flail

Date: 2010-01-21 04:10 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] blahnicity.livejournal.com
:| your writing is very good, stfu whiny nub and write moar. I mean that in the nicest possible way.

they don't write anymore (SOBBING) but if you're looking for a read, try umberela's gravity? It's really good plotty longfic, with hanchul and other pairings, I was just reccing it to someone else yesterday. Her comm is called pencil_tips, and it has a lot of well-written hanchul fic and some art archived there too. PLUS I JUST LOVE HER, /glomps.

Date: 2010-01-21 06:09 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] remixied.livejournal.com
I don't think I should've laughed as hard as I did at the whiny nub bit. /writesmoar

Haha, don't even think I haven't been on that shit for like ever. I may or may not re read it daily... She was one of the first authors I found, and her stuff is just ugh amazing. Speaking of which, now I'm gonna go read your new fic XDDD




Date: 2010-01-21 09:16 pm (UTC)
From: [personal profile] umberela
agjfkdghlh eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee ♥

Date: 2010-01-21 09:16 pm (UTC)
From: [personal profile] umberela
you're such a loser. Unless i state "THIS IS A SEKRIT DUN TELL ANYONE" you can repeat what i've said XD I DUN CA-A-A-A-ARE

So yes i was the one who said that XD

Date: 2010-01-21 09:21 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] blahnicity.livejournal.com
:( so mean. I was trying to Be Sensitive.

ALSO CAN'T HEAR YOU THRU MOUTHFULS OF WHIPPED ANIMAL FAT.

Date: 2010-01-21 10:18 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] remixied.livejournal.com
I just need you to know that my friend was reading over my shoulder. And in the middle of a crowded student lounge we broke out into song. At the same time. XD



vvvv loling at your sensitivity btw.

Date: 2010-01-21 01:21 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] crazy-albino12.livejournal.com
hahahaha JELLO CUP.

Date: 2010-01-21 02:30 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] crazy-albino12.livejournal.com
off of Hankyung's body it is....for Heechul

Date: 2010-01-21 02:41 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] remixied.livejournal.com
I'd film that 8Q__

Date: 2010-01-21 09:24 pm (UTC)
From: [personal profile] umberela
This was really sweet ;_____________; i love your descriptions, how the others react to his confinement and how hankyung sort of turns into momma tiger when heechul is hurt.

Lovely ♥

Date: 2010-01-21 10:13 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] remixied.livejournal.com
How do I put this...

Your comment on my crappy fic is sort of like... I dunno... the pope coming to mass for the homeless...

Alright. I'm going to shut up now before I figure out a way to make even less sense.

/flailsinsecretOMGOMGOMGOMGOMG

Date: 2011-06-24 03:18 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] acornmama.livejournal.com
O Heechul in hospital. He was in so much pain here, and so brave with it.
I think my favorite parts are Hankyung yelling at the nurse, and stumbling over the I love you...but the best has to be the blue nail polish at the end. because he knows heechul would like that.

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