"Sometimes I think sitting on trains/Every stop I get to I'm clocking that game,"

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URGH.

I haven't been to see a doctor in God knows how long. So I figured there was going to be a shot I needed or something. But the doctor was just like /critcritcrit. I didn't even know what to say for myself. He told me I didn't sleep/eat enough. But I'm not anemic anymore~! Also I have a heart murmur which is fine, but I can't take decongestants and shit anymore. He said my blood pressure was fine but then told me my blood vessels weren't constricting right. He asked me if there was anything I need to tell him and I was like, "Uh. I pass out a lot. And when I stand up or turn my head too fast, everything goes black and quiet." DO YOU KNOW WHAT THE FUCKER TOLD ME. THAT I SHOULD GET SOME COMPRESSION STOCKINGS. FUCK THAT SHIT. /wails I am such an old lady. Also he wants me to get tested for Addison's- which clearly means I am tall and ugly. AND THE WORST PART IS, I PROBABLY DON'T EVEN HAVE ADDISON'S. I AM JUST TALL AND UGLY WITH NO EXCUSE FOR MYSELF. OMFG. MY LIIIIIIIIIIIIIIFE. So now I have to go get bloodwork done tomorrow. THEN FIND A FUCKING GUN TO SHOOT MYSELF IN THE FACE WITH. :|

SO AS YOU ALL WELL KNOW, ALLY CAME TO STAY WITH ME FOR A BIT. AND IT WAS FABTABULOUS. I ACTED LIKE A TOTAL LOSER THE WHOLE TIME, AND SHE'S STILL TALKING TO ME~! WE WENT TO NYC (REGINA?!) AND DID SOME SILLY STUFF AND WENT TO THIS KARAOKE PLACE AND WE KINDA SOUNDED LIKE, "BLAHBLAHBLAH GIRL BLAH BLAH FOXY BLAAAAAAAAAH REALLY WANNA TOUCH MYSELF BLAHBLAHBLAHBLAH LOLLIPOP!" BUT IT WAS STILL FUN. AND WE HAD YUMMY PAKISTANI FOOD AND DELICIOUS CHAI AND THEN WE WENT TO RED MANGO TO GET DESIGNER FROZEN YOGURT. YUM. AND WE ENDED UP IN TOYS R US WHERE I DISCOVERED A FEW INAPPROPRIATE TOYS AND THAT I PROLLY HAVE TURRETS BECAUSE EVERY OTHER WORD OUT OF MY MOUTH IS A CURSE. /POLITICALLY INCORRECT
AND WE TOOK A PICTURE IN TIME SQUARE WITH THIS CRAZY ITALIAN GUY WHO JUST JUMPED RIGHT INTO IT. WE DID LOTS OF OTHER FUN THINGS THAT I CAN'T EVEN REMEMBER. I HOPE YOU HAD A GOOD TIME BB AND WANT TO COME BACK SOON BECAUSE WE MISS YOUR CUTE LITTLE FACE ALREADY. EVEN THOUGH I LIVE IN A GHETTO AND MY LIFE IS LAME. AND GUYS. SHE REALLY IS SO SMALL. MY MOM WAS LIKE, "ARE YOU SURE SHE PLAYS SOCCER, SHE'S SO PETITE." AND MY DAD WAS LIKE, "SHE'S A GOOD GIRL. ARE YOU SURE IT'S SAFE FOR HER ON THE BUS?" LOLZ AND SHE'S EVEN CUTER IN PERSON BECAUSE SHE'S SURPRISINGLY SNARKY /CUDDLES I LOB UUUUUUUUUUUUUU

I AM SO SORRY. I made a hiatus post on the comm but not one on here ^^" Prolly because it's like a fake hiatus that allows me to bitch on my lj but not provide you with fic to make up for it. Sorry~! Anyways. So I'm not like trying to ignore you guys or anything, I've just been really busy with exams. So I will get to comments and requests ASAP I promise~! Also, sorry to my MSN buddies. I just like... passed out last night ^^" AND SHEENA OMG WHERE IS MY PICSPAM /dies for being a perv

[EDIT] Also, I am not black. Thank you, Ally. :|
And I think I got back to everyone, let me know if I missed you ^^" PLEASE DON'T DEFRIEND ME, MY FLIST IS TINY ENOUGH /WAIL

Comments

[crazy-albino12.livejournal.com]

AHHHH That heart thing, I have that. I can't take decongestants either. You are tall but not ugly you freak, I miss Ally too, why is everyone a "good girl" to your dad, these sound like tags, I don't wanna go to work this weekend, why can't I just watch clips of kpop all weekend, like Alexander, ok, I'm gonna stop now,work sucks.

[remixied.livejournal.com]

I TOLD MY DOCTOR LAWL. I was like, "Yeah my best friend has that and she can't take decongestants, does that go for me too?"

OMG I AM DON'T EVEN LIE TO ME, I MISS ALLY ALSO, MY FATHER IS CRAZY AND ADOPTS ALL MY FRIENDS, I WANT TO DO AN ENTRY OF TAGS NOW, WORK DOES SUCK, I ALSO MISS YOUR FACE, WE NEED TO HANG OUT OVER BREAK, I'M SAYING ALL OF THIS IN ALEXANDER'S VOICE.

I dunno why i capslock so much, really. Anyhow. When I saw that post of yours about work, I was like, "Fuck, that girl can't get a break!" Do you still have your birthday off? If so, we need to do something about that /cough GOTHAM. /cough

[bittersnow.livejournal.com]

And when I stand up or turn my head too fast, everything goes black and quiet

OH MY GODDD, the same thing happens to me ALL THE TIME :O. And I fainted once too, fell and broke the head stand of our then new computer monitor. I went to the doctor soon after and found that my sugar level was really low. BUT I INGEST SUGAR ON A DAILY BASIS, I don't know what she's talking about. Doctors. I figured it was because I either wasn't getting enough of the nutrients I need to function as a normal human being or I wasn't getting enough exercise. One of the those two. And what the hell are compression stockings?

Yeah, next time you guys swing back NYC again, please be ringing me up! kthanxbai.

[remixied.livejournal.com]

I'M ON MY WAY. :|

That would be so much fun~! Do you live in the city? WE CAN GO TO CANAL STREET AND GET YUMMY FOOD! /obsessed


RIGHT?! My doctor was like, it could be your diet. Maybe not enough salt. BUT SERIOUSLY, I EAT HEAPS OF SALT. I DON'T GET IIIIIIT! /cuddles your head Be careful bb. I landed on a kerosene heater once lol

COMPRESSION STOCKINGS OMG. THEY ARE OLD LADY SOCKS. KILL ME. I BEG YOU.

[blahnicity.livejournal.com]

WHEN WAS I EVER SNARKY. IDK WHAT YOU ARE TALKING ABOUT, I AM A NICE GIRL. I KNOW YOU FELT BAD BECAUSE I ALMOST INJURED MYSELF LAUGHING AT THE LIKELIHOOD OF YOU SUFFERING FROM GIGANTISM SO I FOUND THIS TO MAKE YOU FEEL BETTER.

"Line up shortest to tallest! the teacher calls out. Not again, some kids might groan — especially if they have to stand at one end or the other.

For most kids, height isn't something they can change, so what do you do if you don't like how tall or short you are? It might be girls feeling too tall and boys feeling too short. But some really tall girl might not like all that height and might get tired of all the jokes or of feeling like they're in danger of being mistaken for the statue of liberty every time they wear green.

It's in Your Genes!

But the truth is that everyone is growing up — it's just that they're doing it at their own pace. In other words, your body grows on its own schedule. if you're already tall, you can't do anything about it, just reach up on that shelf and get the jar no one else can reach."

you know you love me~

[remixied.livejournal.com]

I HATE YOU SO MUCH. SO MUCH. UDEK. IT'S LIKE. THE BLACK PANTHERS ENVY THE AMOUNT OF HATE I HAVE.


/flails OMG NO I AM NOT THAT HUGE.


Also, you are snarky and I have witnesses. So hush.

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MICHELLE, AYESHA, CHRISTINA, JOYCE, THAT GUY FROM ITALY,


ALL WITNESSES BB.

[bittersnow.livejournal.com]

Do I live in the city? DO I LIVE IN THE CITY? Canal Street is about a half hour walk from where I live. You're heading to the city now? How long does it usually take to drive out here from where you are?

I landed on a kerosene heater once

Ouch, bb, ouch. Please take care of yourself as well.

[remixied.livejournal.com]

Well not today, per se. But let me know and I'm like maybe an hour and a half by way of train. And then I gotta get from the station down to where you are haha. BUT I WILL DO IT! /clings

I was fine haha, no burns my mom just laughed at me =____=

[thundersquall.livejournal.com]

... YOU WANT A PICSPAM OF? *is an old lady with bad memory*

I AM STILL SO JEALOUS THAT YOU AND ALLY GOT TO HANG OUT, SOBS.

And seriously your doctor sounds like an idiot. You sound like you have low blood pressure and all he tells you to do is get compression stockings, wtf.

[remixied.livejournal.com]

~*the monster*~ <- Direct quote?


COME AND HANG OUT WITH US, WE CAN ALL GET DRUNK AND FANGIRL TOGETHER~!

IA COMPLETELY. I think he needs a bit of a slap. And I REFUSE to get fucking compressions stockings, that's just ridiculous. As is the idea of me having addisons, I mean wtf =_=

[thundersquall.livejournal.com]

UNF, OH YES. When I'm on MSN later I will show you. \O///

SOBS I WISH I COULD BUT. BUT I'M ON THE OTHER END OF THE WORLD. ;______;

Ikr ikr. D: Get a second opinion bb, this doctor seems useless.

[remixied.livejournal.com]

YAAAAAAAAAY~! SPAM ME EVEN IF I'M ASLEEP. I BEG YOU.

IT'S JUST AN OCEAN, PEOPLE SWIM THEM ALL THE TIME :|

Urgh, I'm on it. That's just redic.